humbled

I got challenged twice yesterday. Once by a dear brother who was challenging me and calling me to sobriety concerning the consistency in which I live my life. Then at our tuesday night prayer meeting, I got the sense that while the Lord was there, He was holding back to some degree because of the unpreparedness of my heart. It’s one thing to join in a chorus, it’s another thing to be given a place of leadership… this terrifies me with a godly fear.